Nico lives with her dad and mom is missing. She has a few memories but doesn’t understand why her mother would just leave her. She comes up with the idea that her mother had an affair with Kurt Cobain and maybe he is her real father. Nico searches for Kurt, convinced he is still alive and will lead her to her mother. This book has such vibrant characters. The cover jumped off the shelf for me and I was instantly hooked. Just like I did as a teen, Nico uses music to escape and make her stronger. I recently read The Carnival At Bray and Love Letters From The Dead which are teen books that feature the Nirvana front man. It’s been quite a while since I was a teen but listening to the music always brings me back to senior year when Nevermind rocked my world. But I digress, back to the book. Nico dangerously follows a man she is convinced is Kurt Cobain hiding away from the world. Nico discovers much about herself during this journey and learns what really happened all of those years ago. Along with well developed characters, Manzer writes with a fantastic sense of place in Canada. I highly recommend this book for both teens and adults who remember what it was like to be a teen.
Some ideas for discussing with teens:
Discuss Nico’s friendship with Obe.
Discuss how Nico guards her memories and does not want to hurt her brain so her memories of her mother won’t fade away.
Discuss how Nico uses music from Nirvana to deal with difficult moments like when the girls in the bathroom made fun of her. How did the music make her stronger?
Have you ever used a Ouija Board? What did you ask it?
Discuss when Nico says, “Nirvana’s music made me feel better even though it was dark. I had never heard music before that sounded like I felt.”
Discuss when Nico says, “People were always hopeful that I was a normal girl, and I always let them down.”
Talk about Kurt Cobain’s journal and how it said, “If you read, you’ll judge” on the cover.
Discuss how Nico and Obe’s relationship changed.
Discuss this line, “There is a comfort in being sad. But I am ready to give it up.”