Elsie’s twin brother, Eddie is gone. He disappeared when they were eleven years old. They don’t even have a body to bury which makes the feelings of loss even more complex for Elsie and her family. Elsie is now 16 and her family is a mess. Her father disappears at times, her mother cannot cope with losing her son, and something terrible is happening to her older brother, Dillon. Elsie and Dillon are not allowed near the water except when they have their yearly ceremony to say goodbye to Eddie. Elsie becomes fascinated with a group of boys who free dive. She becomes one of them after meeting up with Tavey at the boat house where she hangs out to smoke and eat sweets. Elsie falls in love with the feeling of being underwater and being with Tavey. She then gets the idea that she can find out what happened to her Eddie if she can only dive deep enough. I enjoy books where I can learn about something new. Readers will learn about free diving. Sarah Alexander does a beautiful job of describing how it would feel to fill your lungs with air and marvel at being underwater. I love that Elsie is not skinny. Most people are not. She deals with bullies and has a hard time making friends which many teen girls will relate to. It doesn’t help that everyone in her small Scottish town knows what happened to her family. The body image problems her brother, Dillon has makes for an interesting perspective about little known eating disorders among teenage boys. I fell in love with these characters, especially Elsie and Tavey. Young love is messy and clumsy. Alexander captures this so beautifully. There is so much happening in this book and the characters are complex and interesting. I enjoyed it very much! Unfortunately we have to wait a while for this one. It won’t be published until April of 2016.
Some ideas for discussing with teens:
What is your first impression of Elsie? How about Tavey?
Discuss how Elsie hears and sees her brother, Eddie?
Discuss her parent’s fear of letting her and her brother, Dillon near the water?
What do you think happened to Eddie?
Discuss Eddie’s challenges.
Discuss Elsie’s interactions with the divers. Would you have jumped off the cliff? Why do you think Elsie did it?
Discuss Elsie’s feelings for Tavey and Danny. How are they different?
Discuss Dillon’s health problems. Did you realize boys deal with this disorder as well.
Talk about body image and how that affects Elsie as a character.
Discuss this passage, “Dillon and I are like otters. We have our own spaces – I like to think of them sandy coves – but on the edge of mine and on the edge his there’s a little patch where we can be together and everything it okay. It’s a place where we don’t fight or pretend not to know each other. I worry that our patch is getting smaller, like the tide is coming in.”
Discuss this passage, “One minute excited and like I’m part of something, and the next like I’m something he accidentally trod in.”
Discuss this passage when Mick tells Elsie, “Go with your heart, not your head, because your head doesn’t know what it wants. It only thinks about the moral high ground. And if your heart isn’t happy, when you try to share it you’ll make others unhappy too.”